After a lot of difficulty in the working world, I've come to the realization that in order for me to be truly successful, I have to create stuff that's wholly my own and get it known in the real world. I have to be an entrepreneur of sorts.
Actually, I've always known this. However, there's this constant tug of war between my desire for better things and the daily grind. The daily grind has been winning as of late.
I've got to get back to doing my so-called 3D "art." I've got to get Shion and company back into my consciousness so I can start writing better. I've got to make the time and pull out some energy that I haven't discovered yet.
Easier said than done, perhaps. But my current situation is taking a toll. How much more could I lose at this point, anyway?